Imagine your life without libido. Nothing is enjoyable, nothing drives you; by age 30 you feel as drained and world-weary as a 70 year old, but without the grandchildren and old friends that make life worth living. Lust flares up unpredictably once a month or so, then it vanishes, and no effort of willpower will manifest it again. You are uninterested in playing dating games with women, as their flirtations do not elicit any feelings, and their inane chatter and desire for attention is so tiresome and cliche.
Once, a girl became enamored with you and you went through the motions of being a boyfriend, but sex was the most disappointing experience of your life, and you realized that you were no happier in her company than you were alone. By now, you've pretty much accepted your fate and resigned yourself to slowly wasting away. On the plus side, your anhedonia and simple lifestyle helps you conserve money, so you are able to waste away in comfort, solacing yourself with good food and a few beers in the evening.
Be careful what you wish for.
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