Sneep
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I have no gf so I watch porn and get punished by God.
I think of finding ways to fornicate to avoid watching porn and get punished by God.
I get overwhelmed and mentally crippled by my internet and porn addiction and don't do anything productive and get punished by God for being lazy/slothful.
After God punishes me with stuff like bad health and depression I hardly feel motivated to try and look for a job or be proactive to fix my life so I sink deeper into internet and porn addiction. It's been like this for far too long. There will come a time soon where I may need to take dramatic steps to improve my life. Maybe giving all my electronic devices to my parents and using a flip phone.
I have other more esoteric explanations on why I don't think I will ever 'ascend' or have sex but that's for another day. My life is in the hands of God.
I'll try to be better and see where things go. I hope he blesses me but if my life stays crap I'll just take it for what it is.
I think of finding ways to fornicate to avoid watching porn and get punished by God.
I get overwhelmed and mentally crippled by my internet and porn addiction and don't do anything productive and get punished by God for being lazy/slothful.
After God punishes me with stuff like bad health and depression I hardly feel motivated to try and look for a job or be proactive to fix my life so I sink deeper into internet and porn addiction. It's been like this for far too long. There will come a time soon where I may need to take dramatic steps to improve my life. Maybe giving all my electronic devices to my parents and using a flip phone.
I have other more esoteric explanations on why I don't think I will ever 'ascend' or have sex but that's for another day. My life is in the hands of God.
I'll try to be better and see where things go. I hope he blesses me but if my life stays crap I'll just take it for what it is.