Brazilian girl. She was nice. She wasn't that pretty but had a nice body.
I lasted surprisingly long, nearly 30 minutes. I couldn't get it up to a decent size for a while. I'm usually bigger that 7 but for probably the first half of it I was in the 6 range. I came inside her with the condom on in pronebone position. I enjoyed the sex a lot to be honest.
But that post-nut-clarity, man... As soon as I left I felt disgusting. Like a rabid dog. I understand how people say that sex doesn't make you happy now.
I felt that I had sinned greatly and wanted nothing more than to go to confession, but there's no one in the church.
Feeling optimistic though now, as my mind is clear for the first time in a while.