being completely honest i am very confused as if taking the blackpill is either a positive or a negative in ones entire life.
i took it at age 18 and i can see much more clear now and it gives me a huge advantage when i interact with other people because its almost like i got a third eye and can predict the future of certain relationships/interactions, just by looking at them, i can predict the day to day life of a lot of people just by looking at their face, height, age, frame.
but at the same time it has taken away from me the motivation to be "better" and to improve on myself, before i used to be much more disciplined, hit the gym, take a shower daily, study, connect with people on IG, socialize, explore my city in search of "adventures". But now i can basically see everything much more clear, which at the end of the day takes away a lot of the "fun" and "grind" that i would have to go through, good and bad, in order to "achieve" what i wanted out of life...
