Let's take a look at what I'm working with:
- SEVERE UNATTRACTIVENESS
I am facially below average. I am relatively disfigured so I already have a tougher time than the rest.
- SOUTH ASIAN
I belong to the race with the lowest SMV ever. We only have failos (Islamic ones = ugly terrorists, Hindus = ugly rapists, Sikhs = ugly jesters) and zero halos. Every other race has halos that have boosted their SMV like crazy -> Africans have BBC stereotype & entertainment industry dominance, (South) East Asians have k-pop, South Americans have dark triad badboy stereotype, Arabs have dark looks halo, Europeans conquered many nations & molded the world to one that euro-centric in essence.
I actually visited South Asia and I get zero interest over there (even South Asian guys who are considered ugly by incelosphere standards get attention there as long as they are not facially disfigured.
On top of that, I'm too ethnic and too ugly for European women, too ugly for South Asian women, too ugly for Middle Eastern/North African women, too ugly for African women, too ugly for South American and too ugly for (South) Asian women.
Am I just gonna have to escortcel? Most definitely. What countries would you recommend for escortcelling? I have been to the Netherlands (where I currently live), Belgium and Germany. By far the cheapest prostitutes are found in the Hague (infamous for housing the International Court of Justice) and they ask 30 euros per 30 minutes, however, there is also a "you cum, you go" policy, meaning a truecel like me would cum in just one minute. The best looking prostitutes are found in Germany in my experience.
Also: give it to me straight folks, is it pathetic that I can only escortcel and not something else? Or is it only understandable and thus not something to make fun of? I think women especially would make fun of me for having to resort to prostitutes but really what choice do I have given the shitty hand I have been dealt in life?! I wanted to do things the right way from an Islamic perspective and marry someone but truth is, 99.9% of Islamic women are degenerates who have already been railed by Chaddam or they just have boyfriends, they have high demands on top of not looking that good in comparison to women of other races. All of the Islamic women that I have met see me as ugly and unattractive. They would financially drain me if they were to decide to settle for me. All I want is to get my dick wet and what would I get in return? Constant nagging, little sex, no respect, always being compared to the other men that fucked her (of course, she would not share that kind of information with me). I'd rather just avoid all that hassle and pay random women 30 euros just to get my dick wet. Compared to what I described earlier, that is so much better. Honestly, I wish I could avoid going to prostitutes but it seems like I am left without a choice. I don't want to die knowing I never got my dick sucked, something that even 13 years old have done and here I am sitting in my mid-20s, still jerking off to tentacle porn.
- SEVERE UNATTRACTIVENESS
I am facially below average. I am relatively disfigured so I already have a tougher time than the rest.
- SOUTH ASIAN
I belong to the race with the lowest SMV ever. We only have failos (Islamic ones = ugly terrorists, Hindus = ugly rapists, Sikhs = ugly jesters) and zero halos. Every other race has halos that have boosted their SMV like crazy -> Africans have BBC stereotype & entertainment industry dominance, (South) East Asians have k-pop, South Americans have dark triad badboy stereotype, Arabs have dark looks halo, Europeans conquered many nations & molded the world to one that euro-centric in essence.
I actually visited South Asia and I get zero interest over there (even South Asian guys who are considered ugly by incelosphere standards get attention there as long as they are not facially disfigured.
On top of that, I'm too ethnic and too ugly for European women, too ugly for South Asian women, too ugly for Middle Eastern/North African women, too ugly for African women, too ugly for South American and too ugly for (South) Asian women.
Am I just gonna have to escortcel? Most definitely. What countries would you recommend for escortcelling? I have been to the Netherlands (where I currently live), Belgium and Germany. By far the cheapest prostitutes are found in the Hague (infamous for housing the International Court of Justice) and they ask 30 euros per 30 minutes, however, there is also a "you cum, you go" policy, meaning a truecel like me would cum in just one minute. The best looking prostitutes are found in Germany in my experience.
Also: give it to me straight folks, is it pathetic that I can only escortcel and not something else? Or is it only understandable and thus not something to make fun of? I think women especially would make fun of me for having to resort to prostitutes but really what choice do I have given the shitty hand I have been dealt in life?! I wanted to do things the right way from an Islamic perspective and marry someone but truth is, 99.9% of Islamic women are degenerates who have already been railed by Chaddam or they just have boyfriends, they have high demands on top of not looking that good in comparison to women of other races. All of the Islamic women that I have met see me as ugly and unattractive. They would financially drain me if they were to decide to settle for me. All I want is to get my dick wet and what would I get in return? Constant nagging, little sex, no respect, always being compared to the other men that fucked her (of course, she would not share that kind of information with me). I'd rather just avoid all that hassle and pay random women 30 euros just to get my dick wet. Compared to what I described earlier, that is so much better. Honestly, I wish I could avoid going to prostitutes but it seems like I am left without a choice. I don't want to die knowing I never got my dick sucked, something that even 13 years old have done and here I am sitting in my mid-20s, still jerking off to tentacle porn.
