Sad there is no winning

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its only temporary. you will feel whole and happy temporarily. when you geomax you will be happy temporarily. when you make money for the first time, its the peak feeling. the first 10k month will feel better than the first 100k/month. there is also no winning when it comes to money and its relation to female attraction. if my money attracts her, i dont want her anymore. deep down i want to take a nice girl all over the world, but i cant because of female nature where if you give her too much, it rots her brain and i will also get tired of her anyway. your fist real love will feel better than any other girl that comes after it. nothing lasts. everything is futile. when you date lots of girls, you will get tired of dating them. when one of them is significantly prettier than the others, it makes you lose interest in the other girls you are dating. when you date lots of women, you will disregard them on a whim. when you date lots of women, you cant love them anymore. when you are not dating, you feel lonely and incel. when you are playing girls and seeing lots of them, you feel emptiness and lack of real intimacy. when you ltr one girl, you will want to beat the shit out of her after a few months of happiness because she will drive you crazy somehow. no matter your looks level, this is inevitable, and if you havent experienced it, its because you lack a certain awareness, or your time to realize this is yet to come. the happiness is borrowed. i geomax not to escape my local dating market, but to escape reality and pretend everything i wrote above doesnt exist

i wish i was a bluepilled npc
 
winning is but an illusion in this world, therefore full happiness is an illusion, it is just temporary

how can you really win this mad world?

your triumphs are only temporary and become irrelevant in the end
 
its only temporary. you will feel whole and happy temporarily. when you geomax you will be happy temporarily. when you make money for the first time, its the peak feeling. the first 10k month will feel better than the first 100k/month. there is also no winning when it comes to money and its relation to female attraction. if my money attracts her, i dont want her anymore. deep down i want to take a nice girl all over the world, but i cant because of female nature where if you give her too much, it rots her brain and i will also get tired of her anyway. your fist real love will feel better than any other girl that comes after it. nothing lasts. everything is futile. when you date lots of girls, you will get tired of dating them. when one of them is significantly prettier than the others, it makes you lose interest in the other girls you are dating. when you date lots of women, you will disregard them on a whim. when you date lots of women, you cant love them anymore. when you are not dating, you feel lonely and incel. when you are playing girls and seeing lots of them, you feel emptiness and lack of real intimacy. when you ltr one girl, you will want to beat the shit out of her after a few months of happiness because she will drive you crazy somehow. no matter your looks level, this is inevitable, and if you havent experienced it, its because you lack a certain awareness, or your time to realize this is yet to come. the happiness is borrowed. i geomax not to escape my local dating market, but to escape reality and pretend everything i wrote above doesnt exist

i wish i was a bluepilled npc
Yeah this is the nature of life, an hedonic treadmill.
It’s crucial to keep having goals to work towards and have things that keep you busy in life. Idleness is really the worst.
I think it can help to have things you care that are bigger than yourself like a group that gives you a sense of belonging. We’ve lost so much as humans on the modern path to individualism.

To be honest I think we idealize a bit being « bluepilled ». Most people who you call « bluepilled NPCs » are most likely not happy either.
 
It’s crucial to keep having goals to work towards and have things that keep you busy in life. Idleness is really the worst.
I think it can help to have things you care that are bigger than yourself like a group that gives you a sense of belonging. We’ve lost so much as humans on the modern path to individualism.
i wish i had that
To be honest I think we idealize a bit being « bluepilled ». Most people who you call « bluepilled NPCs » are most likely not happy either.
i see ur point and there is truth in that but i know sooooo many oofy doofies that are happy, with and without money. true ignorance is a bliss
 
It's all a losing game in the end. We're all lifers in a nuthouse and a prison. Nothing has value except in the very moment it is experienced. It's all yours though, every part of it. Enjoy it.
 
You guys ever think maybe we are our own worst enemies celebrating and amplifying almost every single sin as virtue the Bible (and almost every religious text), and that maybe we just reap what we sow from chasing a hedonic treadmill (with our superficial pleasure seeking behaviors) and are actually not “forced” by foids to behave in this predatory manipulative way and in fact we are just receiving what we are giving? Fruit for thought….

Probably not true we should just continue doing exactly what we are doing….
 
You guys ever think maybe we are our own worst enemies celebrating and amplifying almost every single sin as virtue the Bible (and almost every religious text), and that maybe we just reap what we sow from chasing a hedonic treadmill (with our superficial pleasure seeking behaviors) and are actually not “forced” by foids to behave in this predatory manipulative way and in fact we are just receiving what we are giving? Fruit for thought….

Probably not true we should just continue doing exactly what we are doing….
Doesn’t matter anymore because we in fact do not live in a society jfl
All of the previous social contracts holding civilization together have been de facto removed from existence…
 
You guys ever think maybe we are our own worst enemies celebrating and amplifying almost every single sin as virtue the Bible (and almost every religious text), and that maybe we just reap what we sow from chasing a hedonic treadmill (with our superficial pleasure seeking behaviors) and are actually not “forced” by foids to behave in this predatory manipulative way and in fact we are just receiving what we are giving? Fruit for thought….

Probably not true we should just continue doing exactly what we are doing….
good take actually and i agree to an extent. though i believe you are somewhat right, as for women, i always get the best treatment when i play them and are a cunt to them . i tried being quite a bit nicer and calmer with my last ltr to see how that goes but it didnt work in my favor sadly(still ended up raging at her just once or twice instead of many times). maybe that is because i like mentally ill women. idk. also, i became this way bcs of past experiences. i saw with my own eyes how differently i got treated after ascending a few years ago

this is just dating btw but it goes for everything else as well
 
One of the happiest people I know has a mega fat (soon to be) wife he’s dated since high school, and his main hobby is video games. He still gets excited for new releases even though he’s been gaming for 15+ years, crazy
One of my friends is running a charity and is very religious.

She herself is quite poor and lives a humble life - she genuinely puts all the money into that charity yet she is very happy and fulfilled.

Positive energy just radiates off her

I will never reach that level, even if you gave me a billion dollars and harem of Stacies.

My brain is just not wired that way.

I can't even cope with religion - I wish I could

I can't force myself to believe that life is more than a competition for influence and resources

Once you accumulate enough blackpilling experiences it's very hard to go back to having a "normal" outlook on life
 
good take actually and i agree to an extent. though i believe you are somewhat right, as for women, i always get the best treatment when i play them and are a cunt to them . i tried being quite a bit nicer and calmer with my last ltr to see how that goes but it didnt work in my favor sadly(still ended up raging at her just once or twice instead of many times). maybe that is because i like mentally ill women. idk. also, i became this way bcs of past experiences. i saw with my own eyes how differently i got treated after ascending a few years ago

this is just dating btw but it goes for everything else as well
what are ur stats?
 
idk why but i always feel happy and don’t think like this
you need to get burned out by trying at something and failing over and over (doesnt matter if you succeed). lol. Like wanting something so bad that you would end your life for it, and it panning out. Maybe? IDK?
 
idk why but i always feel happy and don’t think like this
hope for u it stays like that bro. it can come with age , youre still very young

One of my friends is running a charity and is very religious.

She herself is quite poor and lives a humble life - she genuinely puts all the money into that charity yet she is very happy and fulfilled.

Positive energy just radiates off her

I will never reach that level, even if you gave me a billion dollars and harem of Stacies.

My brain is just not wired that way.

I can't even cope with religion - I wish I could

I can't force myself to believe that life is more than a competition for influence and resources

Once you accumulate enough blackpilling experiences it's very hard to go back to having a "normal" outlook on life
its the bp experiences. mirin ur friend

what are ur stats?
what does thatb have to do with it
 
hope for u it stays like that bro. it can come with age , youre still very young


its the bp experiences. mirin ur friend


what does thatb have to do with it
Stats matter for everything in life my friend, even if in certain scenarios it's just slightly.

I'm just asking out of curiosity though.
 
You guys ever think maybe we are our own worst enemies celebrating and amplifying almost every single sin as virtue the Bible (and almost every religious text), and that maybe we just reap what we sow from chasing a hedonic treadmill (with our superficial pleasure seeking behaviors) and are actually not “forced” by foids to behave in this predatory manipulative way and in fact we are just receiving what we are giving? Fruit for thought….
This is true. I am a God and I'd say most people on this forum are going to hell. Believe in my Holy name for your Salvation. I am the Church of I AM Christ.
 

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