Vent should i get married to my thai gf?

[DeathWish188]

its all starting to get very serious now.

gf wants to be married within the next few months

i kinda wanna do it just for the experience and so i can say im married/was married

but kinda feel like its a humiliation speed run

being a blonde white guy marrying a thai? lowkey feels embarrassing icl , statusminmaxxing speedrun

especially that it will basically be broadcasted to a church/beach or wherever we do it, and all over their social medias

yea shes hot but shes still asian. urghhhhhhh fuck idk what to do theory


also will be very mentally taxing trying to mask autism to like bare people and infront of all her family and friends , i hate socializing




also broke up with her for 1 day then realized i hate trying to find a new girl and its very hard to get one who is the same looks level as her. and got back w her but shes even more appreciative now, cleaned all my condo and paid for my food

but in that 1 day of breakup she tried to kill herself at work by standing at the top floor of their building belcony and was gonna jump, and was crying, then security guard found her and got her to stop

 

[geneblackman]

and got back w her but shes even more appreciative now, cleaned all my condo and paid for my food

but in that 1 day of breakup she tried to kill herself at work by standing at the top floor of their building belcony and was gonna jump, and was crying, then security guard found her and got her to stop

with this alone you can run badboy manipulator preselection game for the rest of your life. the door is open for another bitch on demand when you want

 

[DeathWish188]

with this alone you can run badboy manipulator preselection game for the rest of your life.

how

 

[geneblackman]

how

you tell any woman what you told us and they're going to wonder why you're so special that someone would do all of that for you