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[nomad]

sometimes i think about getting a wife and retiring but im too in love with the game . too detached . virgin chinese stacylite+ made me question my ways lately. i could easily ltr it and live the supposed perfect life. no stress about money and cumming in a pussy that only knows me. i fucked multiple girls while talking to her. despite this one basically being perfect, i couldnt stop thinking about the 2 19 year old htbs+ i have waiting on me in europe. when will it be enough. should i retire and officially become an unc. i fear my upcoming unc status…… i feel it coming closer as I approach the end of my 20s and i fear pulling younger girls will only get harder and harder . maybe not but i think it will. scary shit. i will not ltr a girl in her mid twenties. nothing spikes my cortisol as hard as thinking about aging. absolutely brutal. i will spend tens of thousands of dollars on anti aging in the coming 10 years all for the inevitable to still happen. at some point, it is over for everyone, just need to make sure i lock one down in time before its too late and im not still playing around at 35. over for some since birth, over for everyone when becoming an oldcel

 

[geneblackman]

im going to impregnate ten different women then let myself die. i've tried to find a purpose but the only true purpose as a man is to spread your seed. i dont care how old the woman i settle down with is because ill cheat on her anyway. nothing else brings me joy. as long as i have alcohol and benzos then i can hold on for another 5-10 years

 

[nomad]

im going to impregnate ten different women then let myself die. i've tried to find a purpose but the only true purpose as a man is to spread your seed. i dont care how old the woman i settle down with is because ill cheat on her anyway. nothing else brings me joy. as long as i have alcohol and benzos then i can hold on for another 5-10 years

real. are you drinking and using benzos a lot now? i dont bcs its big looksmin. i will prob become alcoholic when i get old and it doesnt matter anymore

 

[geneblackman]

real. are you drinking and using benzos a lot now? i dont bcs its big looksmin. i will prob become alcoholic when i get old and it doesnt matter anymore

yeah. i just drink a lot of water and eat a lot of fruits and veg to keep my skin in good shape plus im lucky to have good skin genetics

 

[HellisLikeToronto]

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sometimes i think about getting a wife and retiring but im too in love with the game . too detached . virgin chinese stacylite+ made me question my ways lately. i could easily ltr it and live the supposed perfect life. no stress about money and cumming in a pussy that only knows me. i fucked multiple girls while talking to her. despite this one basically being perfect, i couldnt stop thinking about the 2 19 year old htbs+ i have waiting on me in europe. when will it be enough. should i retire and officially become an unc. i fear my upcoming unc status…… i feel it coming closer as I approach the end of my 20s and i fear pulling younger girls will only get harder and harder . maybe not but i think it will. scary shit. i will not ltr a girl in her mid twenties. nothing spikes my cortisol as hard as thinking about aging. absolutely brutal. i will spend tens of thousands of dollars on anti aging in the coming 10 years all for the inevitable to still happen. at some point, it is over for everyone, just need to make sure i lock one down in time before its too late and im not still playing around at 35. over for some since birth, over for everyone when becoming an oldcel

im gonna turn 30 in less than a year but i have similair thoughts on how aging will effect my dating prospects, will also antiagemax as much as i can .
think its also important to secure your finances if you have not already as we are rapidly reaching a wealth event horizon in many places in the world where many will be locked into the permanent underclass soon. i will go to china soon to find a rich girl to ltr that i can rely on for this as a backup.
although i might have to settle for a mid 20s htb instead since i want her on the wealthier side but want her to have a lower body count than me as mine is low single digits, a virgin is better if i can get that.

you said you were in guangzhou in another post right? is the girl youre with wealthy if you dont mind me asking and what are your stats?
Im thinking there or hangzhou might be the best cities for what i am looking for.

 

[nomad]

im gonna turn 30 in less than a year but i have similair thoughts on how aging will effect my dating prospects, will also antiagemax as much as i can .
think its also important to secure your finances if you have not already as we are rapidly reaching a wealth event horizon in many places in the world where many will be locked into the permanent underclass soon. i will go to china soon to find a rich girl to ltr that i can rely on for this as a backup.
although i might have to settle for a mid 20s htb instead since i want her on the wealthier side but want her to have a lower body count than me as mine is low single digits, a virgin is better if i can get that.

you said you were in guangzhou in another post right? is the girl youre with wealthy if you dont mind me asking and what are your stats?
Im thinking there or hangzhou might be the best cities for what i am looking for.

i am pinning ghkcu and use high % tret to fight aging effects. tret and clean diet already paused my aging for a bit. but combined with the ghk i can actually reverse age like 2 or 3 years.

i dont have to worry abt money in my life . i dont care how rich a girl is

yes she is wealthy and paid for me as well frequently. but again, idc abt this at all. i dont need money from a girl

i have kind of ideal pheno for china and am around 6’2 with normal shoes on

 

[FoidGrabber]

If i was in your position I would quit, but because I hate women, hate dealing with them, and see it as a means to an end, I simply wouldn’t be in your position. It’s the classic case of poorfags telling me to quit trying to make money, and they would play video games if they were me. Because of this attitude, they will never reach my level of financial success.


Why does life have to be this way? We can never be satisfied with what we have, and the action it takes to succeed in anything must come from love of the game. I hate this, cursed life. Kill all fucking niggers.

“Hard work” is biggest psyop ever in anything. “It was worth it because I worked hard”.

The most psychologically rewarding possible outcome is always going to be getting something you don’t deserve.

Virgin stacylite appears without effort and you get her with luck.

You win the lottery and never had to work for money.

FUCK ALL NIGGERS. SHOOT NIGGERS IN TEH HEAD. KILL ALL NIGGERS.

An old Russian phrase:

“Если в детстве у тебя не было велосипеда, а теперь у тебя «Бентли», то всё равно в детстве у тебя не было велосипеда.”

Meaning:

“If you didn’t have a bicycle in your childhood, and now you have a Bentley, then you still didn’t have a bicycle in your childhood.”

I know this applies to wealth, but it also applies to our lack of relationships needed to be subsidized with geomaxxing, looksmaxxing and so on.

TL; DR:

You can’t actually truly enjoy anything to the level that someone who never worked for it can. It doesn’t fill the void, not even 10%.

 

[nomad]

If i was in your position I would quit, but because I hate women, hate dealing with them, and see it as a means to an end, I simply wouldn’t be in your position. It’s the classic case of poorfags telling me to quit trying to make money, and they would play video games if they were me. Because of this attitude, they will never reach my level of financial success.


Why does life have to be this way? We can never be satisfied with what we have, and the action it takes to succeed in anything must come from love of the game. I hate this, cursed life. Kill all fucking niggers.

“Hard work” is biggest psyop ever in anything. “It was worth it because I worked hard”.

The most psychologically rewarding possible outcome is always going to be getting something you don’t deserve.

Virgin stacylite appears without effort and you get her with luck.

You win the lottery and never had to work for money.

FUCK ALL NIGGERS. SHOOT NIGGERS IN TEH HEAD. KILL ALL NIGGERS.

An old Russian phrase:

“Если в детстве у тебя не было велосипеда, а теперь у тебя «Бентли», то всё равно в детстве у тебя не было велосипеда.”

Meaning:

“If you didn’t have a bicycle in your childhood, and now you have a Bentley, then you still didn’t have a bicycle in your childhood.”

I know this applies to wealth, but it also applies to our lack of relationships needed to be subsidized with geomaxxing, looksmaxxing and so on.

TL; DR:

You can’t actually truly enjoy anything to the level that someone who never worked for it can. It doesn’t fill the void, not even 10%.

really great post, i cant agree more. there is no nobility in working hard, its just a way to cope for people who didnt get things easily. i live a priviliged life with regards to money and would NEVER trade it in for a life of hard work to “earn” the same level of “satisfaction”. nothing better than when things come easy. though i do believe that actively being grateful for your blessings is essential

i understand why the ruling class implemented this goy way of thinking . it is totally logical. make the goy believe that slaving your life away is the ultimate life goal.

i have to say, i have never been unsuccessful with women. there was just one point years ago where i was dating this girl and i was extremely looksminned(worst i ever looked, bloated and balding) . i really liked her , but she didnt let me fuck after multiple dates and was giving me a super hard time. thats when i fell for redpill content, which eventually led to the real truth, bp. from then, everything made sense to me. how i nerfed my own looks back then and how it instantly showed up in dating success. back then, i figured that if i improved looks past the point of my then prime, i would get even better results than i ever had. and so i did. and so i found out that it indeed works this way, and so i found out that this works almost indefinitely. you can always be thinner, look better, and get EVEN BETTER results. i turned into patrick bateman irl. i have had countless girls compare me to him irl and had to act as if i didnt hear that many times before already. all this work after that one brutal experience. and i found out that if i put more work into looksmaxxing, it equals more results. then i got greedy for gains. then i got greedy for more women, because it can always be better right??? at some point it wont get better, hence my initial post here, and that is when hell starts. basically if i never had this experience with that girl that bp’d me, i would be chilling and never found out about the cancer that is blackpill and everything would be easy. the joy of easy reward. now, after everything, i get infinite amount of hot girls easily everywhere i go, but at what cost. the cost of blackpill is beyond anything i could have ever imagined . it gives you infinite torture for the rest of your life and the highest form of joy when it pays off, but every blackpiller knows that joy is fleeting. only a few years of that glorious peak. the time is ticking for every blackpiller

 

[explorer7878]

really great post, i cant agree more. there is no nobility in working hard, its just a way to cope for people who didnt get things easily. i live a priviliged life with regards to money and would NEVER trade it in for a life of hard work to “earn” the same level of “satisfaction”. nothing better than when things come easy. though i do believe that actively being grateful for your blessings is essential

i understand why the ruling class implemented this goy way of thinking . it is totally logical. make the goy believe that slaving your life away is the ultimate life goal.

i have to say, i have never been unsuccessful with women. there was just one point years ago where i was dating this girl and i was extremely looksminned(worst i ever looked, bloated and balding) . i really liked her , but she didnt let me fuck after multiple dates and was giving me a super hard time. thats when i fell for redpill content, which eventually led to the real truth, bp. from then, everything made sense to me. how i nerfed my own looks back then and how it instantly showed up in dating success. back then, i figured that if i improved looks past the point of my then prime, i would get even better results than i ever had. and so i did. and so i found out that it indeed works this way, and so i found out that this works almost indefinitely. you can always be thinner, look better, and get EVEN BETTER results. i turned into patrick bateman irl. i have had countless girls compare me to him irl and had to act as if i didnt hear that many times before already. all this work after that one brutal experience. and i found out that if i put more work into looksmaxxing, it equals more results. then i got greedy for gains. then i got greedy for more women, because it can always be better right??? at some point it wont get better, hence my initial post here, and that is when hell starts. basically if i never had this experience with that girl that bp’d me, i would be chilling and never found out about the cancer that is blackpill and everything would be easy. the joy of easy reward. now, after everything, i get infinite amount of hot girls easily everywhere i go, but at what cost. the cost of blackpill is beyond anything i could have ever imagined . it gives you infinite torture for the rest of your life and the highest form of joy when it pays off, but every blackpiller knows that joy is fleeting. only a few years of that glorious peak. the time is ticking for every blackpiller

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you are not supposed to get old. the ideal is to live a happy life until you are 35, then kill yourself. This is the most natural way. I have saved enough money now to spend 60 k USD a year for the next 15 years, then I might kill myself, if I do not find a way to make easy millions. 15 years is PLENTY OF TIME to live a fulfilling live. 1 year of these 15 years is worth more than 50 years of wageslaving in the west.

Anti age is cope you just end up looking uncanny in the end with all the face lifts, nothing beats natural youth. Of course better than natural aging but you cannot really stop it. YOUR BODY IS LITERALLY DECAYING A BIT EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND

only other way to get happy while blackpilled is making millions, I am talking about Jeffrey Epstein levels of wealth, then you can live on yachts and private jets and date multiple stacies in your 40s 50s 60s and even 70s. Of course it will not be the same as if you are young and get genuine attraction but still better than the life experience of 99 % of guys.

 

[AlexBrown84]

only other way to get happy while blackpilled is making millions,

not making cuz that shi requires sacrifice, cortisol, long hours etc etc

but receiving it out of thin air

#manifest

 

[FoidGrabber]

you are not supposed to get old. the ideal is to live a happy life until you are 35, then kill yourself. This is the most natural way. I have saved enough money now to spend 60 k USD a year for the next 15 years, then I might kill myself, if I do not find a way to make easy millions. 15 years is PLENTY OF TIME to live a fulfilling live. 1 year of these 15 years is worth more than 50 years of wageslaving in the west.

Anti age is cope you just end up looking uncanny in the end with all the face lifts, nothing beats natural youth. Of course better than natural aging but you cannot really stop it. YOUR BODY IS LITERALLY DECAYING A BIT EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND

only other way to get happy while blackpilled is making millions, I am talking about Jeffrey Epstein levels of wealth, then you can live on yachts and private jets and date multiple stacies in your 40s 50s 60s and even 70s. Of course it will not be the same as if you are young and get genuine attraction but still better than the life experience of 99 % of guys.

The stuff you are describing is exactly why Epstein groomed Stacie’s. A wasted youth. Yet again we can’t escape suffering only trade one for another.

 

[explorer7878]

The stuff you are describing is exactly why Epstein groomed Stacie’s. A wasted youth. Yet again we can’t escape suffering only trade one for another.

you think Epstein suffered while he was travelling between NYC, Paris and his island and dating russian models? Sure buddy.
but yeah highly unlikely you will reach that level of wealth if you were not born into it. have to be incredibly smart for that and have top 0.1 % networking skills. so most viable option is to commit suicide at age 35 and try to slay as much as you can and work as little as you can before that.

 

[EEmaxxer]

LOLZ. This thread reeks of dumbmaxxing and autismmaxxing.

 

[explorer7878]

LOLZ. This thread reeks of dumbmaxxing and autismmaxxing.

keep coping. your smv for prime girls is 0 after you turn 35. killing yourself at age 35 is the only rational solution for the agepill

 

[FoidGrabber]

you think Epstein suffered while he was travelling between NYC, Paris and his island and dating russian models? Sure buddy.
but yeah highly unlikely you will reach that level of wealth if you were not born into it. have to be incredibly smart for that and have top 0.1 % networking skills. so most viable option is to commit suicide at age 35 and try to slay as much as you can and work as little as you can before that.

No he suffered by working away his youth, thus it motivated him to do all this stuff. I’m half agreeing with you. He enjoyed his older age ofc, but still it's not the same as if he enjoyed his youth. He has bently in his old age, but wanted that life of youth (probably). All this grooming, chasing success and pedoring fun is all an attempt to live that youthful life he didn't have.

As for what I disagree with, it’s you underestimate how good life can be when it’s simple in older age, and you have good friends. Maybe not glamourus but peaceful, and you can enjoy a lot of intellectual and social hobbies above women. The truly miserable poeple deep into old age are the "wife guys" and people without community or relationships. Especially male ones IMO as gay as that sounds.

Foids try to isolate men and prevent hangouts and fourms they cant control its disgusting.