mental health mogs me to death. not with looks, money or game, but what does that matter if genuinely happy like this nigga. cant even rationalize this with bp theory. lifefuel or suifuel depending on how you look at it. over for mental illness and NDcels in any case
makes me consider life purpose and genuine connectionmaxing, giving up my hedonistic empty lifestyle. i tried to go this route before but i just end up terrorizing my girlfriend and fantasizing about cheating and leaving her 24/7 after the honeymoon phase of the first 3 months wears off. i got everything i ever wanted in return for permanent emptiness and not being able to truly connect