I'm watching a horror movie about white people

[Acion]

I've wanted to watch Jordan Peele's movies, but I never got to it. I would like to make some films myself, although my movies would be way more transgressive and extreme than his.

I'm about halfway through it.

I'm literally posting this because it's triggering memories of personal experiences with a particular rich white fumbled virgin pussy. I was only seconds away from breaking hymen with my cock, feeling the hymen with the nerves of my cock, and I fucked it up, because I'm a sperg. That kind of experience leaves a scar on the mind. That is the kind of experience that permanently alters the trajectory of a person's sexual development. It changes them from someone with a relatively normal sexuality into something bizarre.

 

[Marco Pumpo]

I was only seconds away from breaking hymen with my cock, feeling the hymen with the nerves of my cock, and I fucked it up, because I'm a sperg.

how exactly did you fuck it up?

 

[Acion]

how exactly did you fuck it up?

It's the most ridiculous story ever. I'm not ashamed of myself. Being sexually naive is not an act of evil and evil acts are the only things I'm ashamed of.

I've been in incenl forums, but I never made a vent thread, bitching about my life and first world problems. Manosphere forums are not a good place to be vulnerable because they are populated with people with legit NPD, sociopathy and psychopathy. As you already know, those kinds of people get pleasure from hearing about other people's problems and I don't want to give them that enjoyment.

I do know that holding painful memories in the mind is very unhealthy. I can heal my mind from by telling the story, so I'll tell you in a DM.