I am getting mentally ill from being in China

[explorer7878]

I cannot keep looking at these staring faces even though I only go out 30 mins a day to grab food and let the cleaning ladies make my room. I have not seen a white person in 2 weeks and I have not found anyone I can talk in English with, even the girls I met last week if they speak english it is like a guessing game what they said bc their pronunciation is garbage. I am worried that I made a girl pregnant that‘s way I stay in my hotel room the rest of day feeling like I fucked up my life.
At least I do not go out and drink alcohol maybe I can still do some healing and detox despite being worried all the time.

 

[explorer7878]

Once i see the negative pregnancy test result i can start slaying. If it is positive i have to stop geomaxxing for the rest of my life

 

[AlexBrown84]

what city are you in? i experienced this phenomenon during my 4 month expedition around the country last year

look at my posts about vampires taking your energy when you look at them

this is especially true in china as they all stare cuz they’re poor uncultured peasants

you have a few options

don’t look at them. ignore them completely as if they’re invisible when walking. this is what i do a lot cuz i can’t even be arsed to look at chink faces on the street. bumble, hellotalk, and tinder have enough girls that you don’t have to do any irl bs in china

find some foreigner friends. i was going crazy from traveling around 2 months in china interior not speaking to any of my fellow country men, so met up with @Orientalist in beijing

 

[Marco Pumpo]

I cannot keep looking at these staring faces

i felt the same in china. they never even smile like in thailand, they just stare like in the zoo.

 

[AlexBrown84]

Once i see the negative pregnancy test result i can start slaying. If it is positive i have to stop geomaxxing for the rest of my life

no you don’t. look at goku from dbz or gon’s father from HxH. both of them had kids and fucked off to go geomax

if i ever get a girl pregnant, ill just send her some money every month while going out to travel, and come back every few months to check on them

 

[AlexBrown84]

i felt the same in china. they never even smile like in thailand, they just stare like in the zoo.

fight fire with fire, literally. they expect us to be some dancing monkeys and play into the stereotypes of us being loud, smiling, etc but fuck that. just act like they do with a blank face and only show emotion with the bitch you’re with

this is something a girl in china i was with said to me : your face looks so emotionless when walking but as soon as we talk you’re energized

 

[explorer7878]

what city are you in? i experienced this phenomenon during my 4 month expedition around the country last year

look at my posts about vampires taking your energy when you look at them

this is especially true in china as they all stare cuz they’re poor uncultured peasants

you have a few options

don’t look at them. ignore them completely as if they’re invisible when walking. this is what i do a lot cuz i can’t even be arsed to look at chink faces on the street. bumble, hellotalk, and tinder have enough girls that you don’t have to do any irl bs in china

find some foreigner friends. i was going crazy from traveling around 2 months in china interior not speaking to any of my fellow country men, so met up with @Orientalist in beijing

i am in Wuhan right now had to leave tier 1 cities because too expensive especially when you are in a bad mood just a big waste of money

 

[explorer7878]

fight fire with fire, literally. they expect us to be some dancing monkeys and play into the stereotypes of us being loud, smiling, etc but fuck that. just act like they do with a blank face and only show emotion with the bitch you’re with

this is something a girl in china i was with said to me : your face looks so emotionless when walking but as soon as we talk you’re energized

I like walking around looking happy and not like them

 

[explorer7878]

no you don’t. look at goku from dna or gon’s father from HxH. both of them had kids and fucked off to go geomax

if i ever get a girl pregnant, ill just send her some money every month while going out to travel, and come back every few months to check on them

Did you cum in girls raw in the past and did you ever get one pregnant?

 

[RenaissanceMan]

I cannot keep looking at these staring faces even though I only go out 30 mins a day to grab food and let the cleaning ladies make my room. I have not seen a white person in 2 weeks and I have not found anyone I can talk in English with, even the girls I met last week if they speak english it is like a guessing game what they said bc their pronunciation is garbage. I am worried that I made a girl pregnant that‘s way I stay in my hotel room the rest of day feeling like I fucked up my life.
At least I do not go out and drink alcohol maybe I can still do some healing and detox despite being worried all the time.

yeah we can tell bro, your post history screams schizophrenia

 

[explorer7878]

yeah we can tell bro, your post history screams schizophrenia

Yes and it is getting worse every day. I hope if the pregnancy test is negative i will heal