predeterminism
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Im not working rn , on neetbuxx. incel.
had a date lined up with a black girl this week. but i had to cancel because i just cant bring myself to fuck black girls. i think id rather be incel.
im just addicted to asian women. theres none here on tinder tho its brutal. theyre all in london not my city
even on escort sites theyre hard to find a young slim one. theyre all ugly af or fat or old or all 3. but i finally found a young slim one after searching for a while
shes like 5 min drive away from my house
thai girl
got there
she was wearing a cute dress. taller than me by like an inch, despite i was wearing 2 inch lifts. so annoying
me sperging last night on discord
£70 for 30 mins. she was slim. and tiny waist(main thing i look for in a girl) so very ideal. bit uglier than the photos. but shes young and asian and nice lips so i like her.
also she was inbetween white and brown. like a golden tan
started off with kissing, getting undressed.
then she started kissing my neck, and grabbing my dick and balls over my boxers
then kissing my ears, then licking kissing my nipples
i dont really like it when girls suck my nipples tbh. im not a female. makes me feel immasculated a bit
i think girls might be attracted to nipples just as much as guys tbh. every girl i meet always likes to suck on and play with my nipples.
especially ethnic girls. cos thei rnippes are dark and usually bigger. but my nipples are small and pink. damn thats weird when i think about it literally every girl i meet is obsessed with my nipples. even some ethnic girl i facetime asked to see my nipples every day on facetime what the actual fuck
anyways
i got her to get off my nipples and suck my dick. with condom unfortunately. £10 for without condom and i kept asking for free but she kept disagreeing so i just let her with condom. i can afford it but tbh getting raw head makes me almost cum, then i cum faster during sex so id rather get head with condom so i can enjoy the sex
she said she had a shower before i came and she smelled fresh so we 69'd . her pussy was brown. but like pink on the inside which is different most asian girls are darker on the inside . maybe she had more east asian blood despite being thai or just weird pussy colour genes. i love eating pussy and looking at it ngl
started with missionary. was quite hot. just under the lighting so i could see her tanned body perfectly. really turned me on
then switched to missionary.
her waist was fucking tiny. felt like i was in heaven
also she was saying my dick was too big. she said it about 5 times (im 7 inches)
i like to take my dick all the way out and put it back in a few times. but escorts always assume im taking off the condom when i do that. i saw her feel for the condom
i definitely need an asian girl with a tiny waist. i need this shit every day
then made her come on top of me.
we were looking at eachother and it felt quite real and intimate. lots of kissing. smiling. resting eachothers forehea don eachother felt very close
then put her on her side, i like this position cos i can grab her ass. see her tanned butt from behind, also bring her upper body towards you, and get her to twist it around and u can still kiss and grab her boobs and everything. but cos its from behind it feels more dominating her its good. also u can finger her clit easily while fucking her like this.
so u can fuck her from this position, while feeling her clit, and her boobs, and kissing. all at the same time. its good . and its a gspot position. feels so good.
and not even fingering her clit for her pleasure. its also for my pleasure. i like to feel the wetness of her pussy and u just feel more closer with her body when u can feel it.
but with the last chinese non escort i used to fuck. i can find her clit within like 1 second. its just there, i know where it is. but with other girls i swear i cant even find it sometimes. with this girl i couldnt so i jsut rubbed around that area of her pussy
then i came in this position. i think we were about 25 minutes in.
then we hugged for 10-15 more minutes afterwards. talked about why shes here she says she likes uk, talked about her visa here said shes a tourist but really shes "working" and i played with her that its cos theres more money here.
and then talked about how i wanna go thailand. and talked about her not fluent english. and she was mirin my tattoos and guessed my sleeve costed £4k and said its beautiful.
wouldnt leave my nipples alone again.
asked why my chest is so hairy
bullied her for being brown and called her a nigger and she was laughing
i think she wouldve let me cuddle for much longer tbh but i feel socially retarded ran out of things to talk about and its hard to get a 100% connection and convo flow when someone isnt 100% fluent in english. definitely need a fluent asian girl. so i said ill go now. had a tight hug and kiss then i got dressed
she sat there right next to me watching me get dressed , like fuck off briv
and my knife had fell out my pocket, but it was still under my trousers(3rd time my knife fell out now)
so i had to like try put the knife back into my pocket through my trousers so she couldnt see. and i finished putting them on but the sharp bit was sticking out of my trousers so she definitely saw it but didnt freak out so its ok
also she asked my why are my shoes so big. and i said because im small and we smiled
also got a nice text from her afterwards saying thank you, had a nice time etc..
obviously all the girlfriend experience and the text is an act cos shes an escort. but still felt nice. made me happy. made me feel good for getting out the house and having some interaction. especially with an asian girl whos my type
found some nice lighting on the way home to take a pic, sent it to my chinese ex in uk and she said im handsome
felt good last night. now back to rotting in my room like its a prison. working on my CV and personal brand so i can get an remote job so i can go live in thailand or manila forever
had a date lined up with a black girl this week. but i had to cancel because i just cant bring myself to fuck black girls. i think id rather be incel.
im just addicted to asian women. theres none here on tinder tho its brutal. theyre all in london not my city
even on escort sites theyre hard to find a young slim one. theyre all ugly af or fat or old or all 3. but i finally found a young slim one after searching for a while
shes like 5 min drive away from my house
thai girl
got there
she was wearing a cute dress. taller than me by like an inch, despite i was wearing 2 inch lifts. so annoying
me sperging last night on discord
£70 for 30 mins. she was slim. and tiny waist(main thing i look for in a girl) so very ideal. bit uglier than the photos. but shes young and asian and nice lips so i like her.
also she was inbetween white and brown. like a golden tan
started off with kissing, getting undressed.
then she started kissing my neck, and grabbing my dick and balls over my boxers
then kissing my ears, then licking kissing my nipples
i dont really like it when girls suck my nipples tbh. im not a female. makes me feel immasculated a bit
i think girls might be attracted to nipples just as much as guys tbh. every girl i meet always likes to suck on and play with my nipples.
especially ethnic girls. cos thei rnippes are dark and usually bigger. but my nipples are small and pink. damn thats weird when i think about it literally every girl i meet is obsessed with my nipples. even some ethnic girl i facetime asked to see my nipples every day on facetime what the actual fuck
anyways
i got her to get off my nipples and suck my dick. with condom unfortunately. £10 for without condom and i kept asking for free but she kept disagreeing so i just let her with condom. i can afford it but tbh getting raw head makes me almost cum, then i cum faster during sex so id rather get head with condom so i can enjoy the sex
she said she had a shower before i came and she smelled fresh so we 69'd . her pussy was brown. but like pink on the inside which is different most asian girls are darker on the inside . maybe she had more east asian blood despite being thai or just weird pussy colour genes. i love eating pussy and looking at it ngl
started with missionary. was quite hot. just under the lighting so i could see her tanned body perfectly. really turned me on
then switched to missionary.
her waist was fucking tiny. felt like i was in heaven
also she was saying my dick was too big. she said it about 5 times (im 7 inches)
i like to take my dick all the way out and put it back in a few times. but escorts always assume im taking off the condom when i do that. i saw her feel for the condom
i definitely need an asian girl with a tiny waist. i need this shit every day
then made her come on top of me.
we were looking at eachother and it felt quite real and intimate. lots of kissing. smiling. resting eachothers forehea don eachother felt very close
then put her on her side, i like this position cos i can grab her ass. see her tanned butt from behind, also bring her upper body towards you, and get her to twist it around and u can still kiss and grab her boobs and everything. but cos its from behind it feels more dominating her its good. also u can finger her clit easily while fucking her like this.
so u can fuck her from this position, while feeling her clit, and her boobs, and kissing. all at the same time. its good . and its a gspot position. feels so good.
and not even fingering her clit for her pleasure. its also for my pleasure. i like to feel the wetness of her pussy and u just feel more closer with her body when u can feel it.
but with the last chinese non escort i used to fuck. i can find her clit within like 1 second. its just there, i know where it is. but with other girls i swear i cant even find it sometimes. with this girl i couldnt so i jsut rubbed around that area of her pussy
then i came in this position. i think we were about 25 minutes in.
then we hugged for 10-15 more minutes afterwards. talked about why shes here she says she likes uk, talked about her visa here said shes a tourist but really shes "working" and i played with her that its cos theres more money here.
and then talked about how i wanna go thailand. and talked about her not fluent english. and she was mirin my tattoos and guessed my sleeve costed £4k and said its beautiful.
wouldnt leave my nipples alone again.
asked why my chest is so hairy
bullied her for being brown and called her a nigger and she was laughing
i think she wouldve let me cuddle for much longer tbh but i feel socially retarded ran out of things to talk about and its hard to get a 100% connection and convo flow when someone isnt 100% fluent in english. definitely need a fluent asian girl. so i said ill go now. had a tight hug and kiss then i got dressed
she sat there right next to me watching me get dressed , like fuck off briv
and my knife had fell out my pocket, but it was still under my trousers(3rd time my knife fell out now)
so i had to like try put the knife back into my pocket through my trousers so she couldnt see. and i finished putting them on but the sharp bit was sticking out of my trousers so she definitely saw it but didnt freak out so its ok
also she asked my why are my shoes so big. and i said because im small and we smiled
also got a nice text from her afterwards saying thank you, had a nice time etc..
obviously all the girlfriend experience and the text is an act cos shes an escort. but still felt nice. made me happy. made me feel good for getting out the house and having some interaction. especially with an asian girl whos my type
found some nice lighting on the way home to take a pic, sent it to my chinese ex in uk and she said im handsome
felt good last night. now back to rotting in my room like its a prison. working on my CV and personal brand so i can get an remote job so i can go live in thailand or manila forever