Aanyone know how to have normal motivation again after years of stims?
Ever since high school I used cheap McDonald's coffee to help me focus. My mom was a hippie who refused an ADHD diagnosis.
Then in my 20's I bought into the dumb red pill ideology. Bro you gotta do push pull legs Arnold 6 days a week if you wanna get any action. You gotta work hard etc... I was consuming half a gram plus per day in energy drinks, coffees and diet soda at night.
Finally began taking proper stims. Addys, vyvanse Ritalin. Sometimes the comedown got so bad I needed alcohol to come down but I was smart enoigh to only drink during an exceptionally bad comedown.
Recently I stopped perscription stimulants and am relying on coffee. Limiting myself to ~300mg per day. Yesterday I only had 150mg and I felt barely functional.
Ever since high school I used cheap McDonald's coffee to help me focus. My mom was a hippie who refused an ADHD diagnosis.
Then in my 20's I bought into the dumb red pill ideology. Bro you gotta do push pull legs Arnold 6 days a week if you wanna get any action. You gotta work hard etc... I was consuming half a gram plus per day in energy drinks, coffees and diet soda at night.
Finally began taking proper stims. Addys, vyvanse Ritalin. Sometimes the comedown got so bad I needed alcohol to come down but I was smart enoigh to only drink during an exceptionally bad comedown.
Recently I stopped perscription stimulants and am relying on coffee. Limiting myself to ~300mg per day. Yesterday I only had 150mg and I felt barely functional.