Sounds like a lack of hobbies and life passions. Work is one way to achieve this but not the only way. If I had $10 mil I'd probably immediately enroll into a PhD program in language or music. Write a book on geomaxxing, compose some music, develop a video game.
Hear ya on the languages. I'd probably do a history Phd. Love that shit.
Hey, music and arts are great too. Lot's of sources of passion.
[Verse 1]
My daddy was a-workin' nine-to-five
When my momma was a-havin' me
By the time I was half-alive
They knew what I was gonna be
But I left school and grew my hair
They didn't understand
They wanted me to be respected as a doctor or a lawyer man
But I had other plans
[Chorus]
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll, a rock 'n' roll star
[Verse 2]
Well, I worked real hard and bought myself
A rock and roll guitar
I got to be on top someday
I wanna be a star
I can see my name in lights
And I can see the queue
I've got the devil in my blood
Tellin' me what to do
And I'm all ears
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[Chorus]
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll, a rock 'n' roll star
[Post-Chorus]
I hear it pays well
[Guitar Solo]
[Bridge]
Well, you can stick your nine-to-five livin'
And your collar and your tie
You can stick your moral standards
'Cause it's all a dirty lie
You can stick your golden handshake
And you can stick your silly rules
And all the other shit that you teach to kids in school
'Cause I ain't no fool
[Chorus]
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll, a rock 'n' roll star
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
Gonna be a rock 'n' roll singer
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll, a rock 'n' roll star
[Outro]
Yes, I are