Sad there is no winning

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its only temporary. you will feel whole and happy temporarily. when you geomax you will be happy temporarily. when you make money for the first time, its the peak feeling. the first 10k month will feel better than the first 100k/month. there is also no winning when it comes to money and its relation to female attraction. if my money attracts her, i dont want her anymore. deep down i want to take a nice girl all over the world, but i cant because of female nature where if you give her too much, it rots her brain and i will also get tired of her anyway. your fist real love will feel better than any other girl that comes after it. nothing lasts. everything is futile. when you date lots of girls, you will get tired of dating them. when one of them is significantly prettier than the others, it makes you lose interest in the other girls you are dating. when you date lots of women, you will disregard them on a whim. when you date lots of women, you cant love them anymore. when you are not dating, you feel lonely and incel. when you are playing girls and seeing lots of them, you feel emptiness and lack of real intimacy. when you ltr one girl, you will want to beat the shit out of her after a few months of happiness because she will drive you crazy somehow. no matter your looks level, this is inevitable, and if you havent experienced it, its because you lack a certain awareness, or your time to realize this is yet to come. the happiness is borrowed. i geomax not to escape my local dating market, but to escape reality and pretend everything i wrote above doesnt exist

i wish i was a bluepilled npc
 
winning is but an illusion in this world, therefore full happiness is an illusion, it is just temporary

how can you really win this mad world?

your triumphs are only temporary and become irrelevant in the end
 
its only temporary. you will feel whole and happy temporarily. when you geomax you will be happy temporarily. when you make money for the first time, its the peak feeling. the first 10k month will feel better than the first 100k/month. there is also no winning when it comes to money and its relation to female attraction. if my money attracts her, i dont want her anymore. deep down i want to take a nice girl all over the world, but i cant because of female nature where if you give her too much, it rots her brain and i will also get tired of her anyway. your fist real love will feel better than any other girl that comes after it. nothing lasts. everything is futile. when you date lots of girls, you will get tired of dating them. when one of them is significantly prettier than the others, it makes you lose interest in the other girls you are dating. when you date lots of women, you will disregard them on a whim. when you date lots of women, you cant love them anymore. when you are not dating, you feel lonely and incel. when you are playing girls and seeing lots of them, you feel emptiness and lack of real intimacy. when you ltr one girl, you will want to beat the shit out of her after a few months of happiness because she will drive you crazy somehow. no matter your looks level, this is inevitable, and if you havent experienced it, its because you lack a certain awareness, or your time to realize this is yet to come. the happiness is borrowed. i geomax not to escape my local dating market, but to escape reality and pretend everything i wrote above doesnt exist

i wish i was a bluepilled npc
Yeah this is the nature of life, an hedonic treadmill.
It’s crucial to keep having goals to work towards and have things that keep you busy in life. Idleness is really the worst.
I think it can help to have things you care that are bigger than yourself like a group that gives you a sense of belonging. We’ve lost so much as humans on the modern path to individualism.

To be honest I think we idealize a bit being « bluepilled ». Most people who you call « bluepilled NPCs » are most likely not happy either.
 
It’s crucial to keep having goals to work towards and have things that keep you busy in life. Idleness is really the worst.
I think it can help to have things you care that are bigger than yourself like a group that gives you a sense of belonging. We’ve lost so much as humans on the modern path to individualism.
i wish i had that
To be honest I think we idealize a bit being « bluepilled ». Most people who you call « bluepilled NPCs » are most likely not happy either.
i see ur point and there is truth in that but i know sooooo many oofy doofies that are happy, with and without money. true ignorance is a bliss
 
It's all a losing game in the end. We're all lifers in a nuthouse and a prison. Nothing has value except in the very moment it is experienced. It's all yours though, every part of it. Enjoy it.
 

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