its only temporary. you will feel whole and happy temporarily. when you geomax you will be happy temporarily. when you make money for the first time, its the peak feeling. the first 10k month will feel better than the first 100k/month. there is also no winning when it comes to money and its relation to female attraction. if my money attracts her, i dont want her anymore. deep down i want to take a nice girl all over the world, but i cant because of female nature where if you give her too much, it rots her brain and i will also get tired of her anyway. your fist real love will feel better than any other girl that comes after it. nothing lasts. everything is futile. when you date lots of girls, you will get tired of dating them. when one of them is significantly prettier than the others, it makes you lose interest in the other girls you are dating. when you date lots of women, you will disregard them on a whim. when you date lots of women, you cant love them anymore. when you are not dating, you feel lonely and incel. when you are playing girls and seeing lots of them, you feel emptiness and lack of real intimacy. when you ltr one girl, you will want to beat the shit out of her after a few months of happiness because she will drive you crazy somehow. no matter your looks level, this is inevitable, and if you havent experienced it, its because you lack a certain awareness, or your time to realize this is yet to come. the happiness is borrowed. i geomax not to escape my local dating market, but to escape reality and pretend everything i wrote above doesnt exist
i wish i was a bluepilled npc
i wish i was a bluepilled npc
