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[nomad]

sometimes i think about getting a wife and retiring but im too in love with the game . too detached . virgin chinese stacylite+ made me question my ways lately. i could easily ltr it and live the supposed perfect life. no stress about money and cumming in a pussy that only knows me. i fucked multiple girls while talking to her. despite this one basically being perfect, i couldnt stop thinking about the 2 19 year old htbs+ i have waiting on me in europe. when will it be enough. should i retire and officially become an unc. i fear my upcoming unc status…… i feel it coming closer as I approach the end of my 20s and i fear pulling younger girls will only get harder and harder . maybe not but i think it will. scary shit. i will not ltr a girl in her mid twenties. nothing spikes my cortisol as hard as thinking about aging. absolutely brutal. i will spend tens of thousands of dollars on anti aging in the coming 10 years all for the inevitable to still happen. at some point, it is over for everyone, just need to make sure i lock one down in time before its too late and im not still playing around at 35. over for some since birth, over for everyone when becoming an oldcel

 

[geneblackman]

im going to impregnate ten different women then let myself die. i've tried to find a purpose but the only true purpose as a man is to spread your seed. i dont care how old the woman i settle down with is because ill cheat on her anyway. nothing else brings me joy. as long as i have alcohol and benzos then i can hold on for another 5-10 years

 

[nomad]

im going to impregnate ten different women then let myself die. i've tried to find a purpose but the only true purpose as a man is to spread your seed. i dont care how old the woman i settle down with is because ill cheat on her anyway. nothing else brings me joy. as long as i have alcohol and benzos then i can hold on for another 5-10 years

real. are you drinking and using benzos a lot now? i dont bcs its big looksmin. i will prob become alcoholic when i get old and it doesnt matter anymore

 

[geneblackman]

real. are you drinking and using benzos a lot now? i dont bcs its big looksmin. i will prob become alcoholic when i get old and it doesnt matter anymore

yeah. i just drink a lot of water and eat a lot of fruits and veg to keep my skin in good shape plus im lucky to have good skin genetics

 

[HellisLikeToronto]

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sometimes i think about getting a wife and retiring but im too in love with the game . too detached . virgin chinese stacylite+ made me question my ways lately. i could easily ltr it and live the supposed perfect life. no stress about money and cumming in a pussy that only knows me. i fucked multiple girls while talking to her. despite this one basically being perfect, i couldnt stop thinking about the 2 19 year old htbs+ i have waiting on me in europe. when will it be enough. should i retire and officially become an unc. i fear my upcoming unc status…… i feel it coming closer as I approach the end of my 20s and i fear pulling younger girls will only get harder and harder . maybe not but i think it will. scary shit. i will not ltr a girl in her mid twenties. nothing spikes my cortisol as hard as thinking about aging. absolutely brutal. i will spend tens of thousands of dollars on anti aging in the coming 10 years all for the inevitable to still happen. at some point, it is over for everyone, just need to make sure i lock one down in time before its too late and im not still playing around at 35. over for some since birth, over for everyone when becoming an oldcel

im gonna turn 30 in less than a year but i have similair thoughts on how aging will effect my dating prospects, will also antiagemax as much as i can .
think its also important to secure your finances if you have not already as we are rapidly reaching a wealth event horizon in many places in the world where many will be locked into the permanent underclass soon. i will go to china soon to find a rich girl to ltr that i can rely on for this as a backup.
although i might have to settle for a mid 20s htb instead since i want her on the wealthier side but want her to have a lower body count than me as mine is low single digits, a virgin is better if i can get that.

you said you were in guangzhou in another post right? is the girl youre with wealthy if you dont mind me asking and what are your stats?
Im thinking there or hangzhou might be the best cities for what i am looking for.