Sneep
Creepermaxxed
I've wasted so much of my potential on stupid stuff like watching slop on YouTube hours a day, fapping, mindless/compulsive internet browsing etc. But I want to actually change things now. I know I could've created and accomplished so many great things by now if I had just applied myself correctly. No more being Mr. Lazy. It's time I've taken action. I used to be much more purposeful, idk what happened. I got MKULTRA'd maybe. I can't beat myself up about this though. There is only moving forward. In the past I memorized quite a bit of the periodic table, in chronological order, I also could name every country on the Earth from a blank map. Reading 200+ page books in 1 day. I was really going places. The internet a real double edged sword for this reason. You need to be able to control yourself and not let the internet control you. Because instead of providing valuable information to the world, you will just become a mindless consumer. Thankfully, a lot of what I filled my passive time with has been generally pretty positive. Much better than what I can say for a lot of others my age who spend it TikTok. I've watched probably over a thousand videos on health and nutrition in the last 2 years or so. But it honestly would've been better to actually more deeply hone certain skills or actually compile all that information together nicely so it would be more resourceful and better to actual use.
Anyways, I shouldn't put too much time into this post right now as after all, I have things to be doing.
Anyways, I shouldn't put too much time into this post right now as after all, I have things to be doing.
full incel rage
