I decided i dont really care about girls

[anxietycel]

I feel like I have so much choice now and i really just don't care anymore. Sure sex is fun but i forget about it straight after
I find It hard to care about talking to people and I kinda just stand there like a robot
I basically have anhedonia and I just do stuff like a checking it off a check list

Jfl is this just what it feels like after being done with puberty

 

[KingOfAsia]

sounds like ur depressed or something. im the same. nothing feels fun or good anymore.

the only thing i am craving is regular raw sex where the girl lets me finish inside her

 

[anxietycel]

sounds like ur depressed or something. im the same. nothing feels fun or good anymore.

the only thing i am craving is regular raw sex where the girl lets me finish inside her

brutal listening to girls say they love u and not feeling anything

 

[KingOfAsia]

brutal listening to girls say they love u and not feeling anything

how do we start feeling again

 

[Pained4ever]

how do we start feeling again

We can't. If we got brain scans, they'd be extremely similar to scans of those with traumatic brain injuries.

 

[NiggerLover]

It's only good if you're in love. But if you're in love, they will abuse you and throw into trash bin. So you become souless degenerate that fucks multiple women. Feels as masturbation. I never saw someone saying: "I masturbate 3 times a day and im so happy!".

Tbh the best I felt is when I did hardcore drugs in small dosages, like every month. Mdma + blasting music is better than sex, change my mind.

 

[anxietycel]

It's only good if you're in love. But if you're in love, they will abuse you and throw into trash bin. So you become souless degenerate that fucks multiple women. Feels as masturbation. I never saw someone saying: "I masturbate 3 times a day and im so happy!".

Tbh the best I felt is when I did hardcore drugs in small dosages, like every month. Mdma + blasting music is better than sex, change my mind.

u have ruined ur brain lol. the only way u can feel satisfied now is if u combine sex with mdma and don't people say thats basically the best you can possibly feel

 

[NiggerLover]

u have ruined ur brain lol. the only way u can feel satisfied now is if u combine sex with mdma and don't people say thats basically the best you can possibly feel

you always return to the baseline if you give time to recover. I feel motivated every day and be sober for months. But once you have enough sex, it loses its magic. Same if you consume enough porn. But passionate sex with love is something different, way better, more euphoric.

During regular sex you can go meta and see yourself how you're thirsty dog doing bullshit just to satisfy your animal urges. The key is to be more selfless in the act, to be vulnerable, but you can only be like that with someone you trust, not some whore you spin regularly that is fucked in the head.