I’m a Gay Dad

[Jade]

I have adopted children and a commercial surrogate child. I was desperate to have my own commercial surrogate child despite being too poor to afford it, so I sold my body in various ways. I traveled to a foreign country where selling organs is legal. You can live with only one of your two kidneys and with only a part of your kidney, so I sold a kidney and part of my liver. I was so desperate to be a dad that I would've sold an arm and a leg to a disabled person for money to fund commercial surrogacy. I wouldn't have minded to become like Nick Vujicic(a motivational speaker who has no arms and legs). I also donated my blood to make money. I also sold my body in other ways - sexually. I'm gay but I sold sex to women which disgusts me. After working my ass off as a below minimum wage worker(I'm a contract worker) and paying sky-high rent and other bills, I saved money to afford commercial surrogacy. I still had to take out a loan to afford it which I'm still working my ass off to pay back. I don't know if I'll ever be able to pay it back. I might file for bankruptcy. I'm basically a slave now barely living paycheck-to-paycheck. Same story for my husband. I also had commercial surrogacy in a foreign country since it's so darn expensive in the USA. As the Fraser Institute says, raising a child is pretty cheap. I don't know why surrogacy isn't free - after all The Bible says children are a gift(gifts are free, not paid for). I'm a gay Catholic, which is why I don't use contraception, which is dangerous for me since I'm still working as a prostitute to women. Nothing in life has fulfilled me more than being a dad. All my sacrifices have been worth it. I'm a dad. My dream has come true.

Now, my children are homophobic. My child conceived in surrogacy calls me a flaming faggot. I raised her as a Christian, but she hasn't become a pro-gay one like me. She likes the Westboro Baptist Church and she cites Leviticus 20:13. She hates me, but at the same time she knows I love her. She wants the best for me which is to go to Heaven by repenting for my homosexuality which I know is a sin and against Catholic doctrine. I live in the Bible Belt, so I think they acquired their homophobia from other students in public school. That's why I want to homeschool my kids, which is also good because homeschooled kids are more successful, but it's difficult when neither my husband nor me make a family wage so that the other one can be a stay-at-home parent. And yes, it's not just straights that want a stay-at-home parent. I take my children to Church every Sunday and I'm proud of them when they say "Deus Vult."

I wish I had more bioligical children, but we can't afford it so we need to resort to adopting. I wanted to adopt when I was in middle school (I met my husband there), but child marriage and gay marriage wasn't allowed where I live. Also, children aren't allowed to adopt children. That should change. It's discrimination based on age. If teenage pregnancy is okay, which it is, why can't teens adopt? I've indoctrinated my children in pro-family ideology, so they're eager to adopt and make children. My oldest daughter is 13 and pregnant.

I only have girls. I had sperm sorting done so that our surrogate child was a girl.