doing a test on myself : taking opioids everyday to see if i get addicted

[AlexBrown84]

and if i get addicted, see if i can recover

i’ve been reading a lot about the opium problems in mid 19th and early 20th century china about the struggles with addiction and how it ruined people, and although i can’t get opium flowers themselves (gotta go to myanmar again), i will settle with taking high doses of tramadol, which in itself is pretty mild

i could do benzodiazepines, but that doesn’t have the same ring to it as opioids

 

[predeterminism]

average mentally ill trustfund kid with no life meaning

 

[AlexBrown84]

average mentally ill trustfund kid with no life meaning

it’s to further my research!

plus i’ve done gene test to see what im suspectible to get addicted to and most drugs i wont get addicted to

 

[AlexBrown84]

slept like a baby on 400mg

a full 8 hours

 

[Rance]

Opioids are F tier because they don't have real-world uses

At least Adderall and coke give you god-tier game

 

[AlexBrown84]

Opioids are F tier because they don't have real-world uses

At least Adderall and coke give you god-tier game

it lowers my cortisol and inhibition so not completely worthless for me

 

[Rance]

Please be careful bro, I guess Tramadol doesn't have the worst addiction potential but using yourself as a guinea pig for dependency does not sound smart any way you slice it.

 

[AlexBrown84]

update : much more relaxed, can hold conversations easier, and the biggest benefit, getting 8 hours of sleep EVERY night

no other drug like melatonin has made me sleep so good

obviously i can’t continue to take opiates everyday for the rest of my life, so need to find a drug with minimal sides that can guarantee me getting 8 hours of sleep a night

i sleep like a baby it’s amazing

i started to combine it with lyrica and it’s perfect

 

[Rance]

update : much more relaxed, can hold conversations easier, and the biggest benefit, getting 8 hours of sleep EVERY night

no other drug like melatonin has made me sleep so good

obviously i can’t continue to take opiates everyday for the rest of my life, so need to find a drug with minimal sides that can guarantee me getting 8 hours of sleep a night

i sleep like a baby it’s amazing

i started to combine it with lyrica and it’s perfect

Consider lorazepam. It's like Xanax but less euphoric and considerably less addicting. The addiction will generally only come from an inability to sleep without it.

 

[Pained4ever]

Consider lorazepam. It's like Xanax but less euphoric and considerably less addicting. The addiction will generally only come from an inability to sleep without it.

could also just take ambien

 

[Rance]

could also just take ambien

I don't play with hypnotics after seeing people do crazy shit while on them. In Japan people get their drinks spiked with it and wake up remembering nothing. It's one of the three psychiatric drugs that you can actually get (the other two being xanax and concerta)

Still probably a good option though if you know what you're doing.

 

[Pained4ever]

I don't play with hypnotics after seeing people do crazy shit while on them. In Japan people get their drinks spiked with it and wake up remembering nothing. It's one of the three psychiatric drugs that you can actually get (the other two being xanax and concerta)

Still probably a good option though if you know what you're doing.

i took it for a year and as long as you don't mix it with alcohol it's fine.

 

[AlexBrown84]

i’ve stopped taking it everyday as the tolerance increases so fast, faster than lyrica buildup and i don’t want to take so much i run the risk of seizures

i get in a texting mood while taking tramadol, hence the increase of me posting rn

 

[Mid]

no other drug like melatonin has made me sleep so good

melatonin is shit, i rarely if ever get 8 hour sleep with it. i take it at 10pm, wake up at 2am, then i can't sleep after.

 

[AlexBrown84]

melatonin is shit, i rarely if ever get 8 hour sleep with it. i take it at 10pm, wake up at 2am, then i can't sleep after.

i notice that too

it works good for a few nights then becomes completely shit

i’m starting to notice it on tramadol also

however i still get 8 hours, it just seems i take a nap for 2/3 hours in the day, and get 5-6 hours of nighttime sleep

 

[AlexBrown84]

starting to get bored of it

time to move on

just like everything else

 

[AlexBrown84]

conclusion of my experiment :

pointless to add this drug to everyday use functional stack

at best, it would be good maybe once a month

but in the end lyrica still mogs

i can read on lyrica, but i cant on opioids.

and if you keep yourself in good shape, you wont have to deal with the reported negatives such as increased appetite and supposed lower libido. but i've never had problems with the latter. i only mention it because @Marco Pumpo brought it up once

 

[AlexBrown84]

and yes i could see how someone that has no self control could possibly get addicted to tramadol. its pretty good

but for me, drugs that inhibit me from being nt, i could never get addicted.

and its not that im addicted to lyrica either, the gold standard of jew pills for nt

its just very good to lower inhibition with minimal to no sides

 

[AlexBrown84]

Opioids are F tier because they don't have real-world uses

At least Adderall and coke give you god-tier game

yea i need to try adderall

i've done ritalin but felt nothing

 

[JustGo]

my mom been hooked on lyrica for years, kek
it's completely changed her personality, she don't need no man and is happy living alone and hanging out with her friends. she doesn't get frustrated and angry like she used to either.
solid sleep not necessary unless you're wagecucking. adult humans have always slept irregularly. sleep when your eyelids droop, get up when you're not tired any more and sit by the campfire.
i'm still trying to kick the late afternoon drowsiness after the 42 hour transit from muttland...melatonin helps to manipulate sleep cycles for sure.
desire to be intoxicated is a sign of slipping mental control. yet its amazing how much drug abuse some bodies can handle and recover from.

 

[AlexBrown84]

my mom been hooked on lyrica for years, kek
it's completely changed her personality, she don't need no man and is happy living alone and hanging out with her friends. she doesn't get frustrated and angry like she used to either.
solid sleep not necessary unless you're wagecucking. adult humans have always slept irregularly. sleep when your eyelids droop, get up when you're not tired any more and sit by the campfire.
i'm still trying to kick the late afternoon drowsiness after the 42 hour transit from muttland...melatonin helps to manipulate sleep cycles for sure.
desire to be intoxicated is a sign of slipping mental control. yet its amazing how much drug abuse some bodies can handle and recover from.

has she suffered any side affects from it?

i only use lyrica for social events. if im gonna rot all day i dont take it, so only end up using it maybe twice a week max