Marco Pumpo
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- Apr 18, 2024
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I met a russian becky on tinder. she‘s currently in a clinic for depression after moving to a boring german town and losing her job. But she said her bad mood disappeared already because of her medication.
I thought it sounds tolerable enough to give it a shot.
Yesterday was her day off from clinic and she wanted to go to some improvisational theater show with me.
It was a bit further away from my city so I asked if she could imagine more than a short meeting for the the first date and she said yes. I could join her after that on the last train to the town and stay with her. Pretty unusual for a first date here.
She was cute, friendly, intelligent, educated, no golddigger. So i went with her.
But her antidepressant cocktail apparently messed with her head. It suppressed bad mood but also good mood.
She barely smiled at the show she had picked. There was no passion, even when she said she liked something. Like a russian robot. „Yes, i like.“ „Exciting.“
Touches felt mechanic. Kisses were brief. She tolerated getting banged but she was basically dead in bed. A russian fuck doll just isn‘t as enjoyable as one might think if there is almost no lust coming back.
So sad because she has potential.
I couldn‘t date someone like that longterm, it would suck the life out of me as well.
Today she went back to the clinic where she belongs.
I thought it sounds tolerable enough to give it a shot.
Yesterday was her day off from clinic and she wanted to go to some improvisational theater show with me.
It was a bit further away from my city so I asked if she could imagine more than a short meeting for the the first date and she said yes. I could join her after that on the last train to the town and stay with her. Pretty unusual for a first date here.
She was cute, friendly, intelligent, educated, no golddigger. So i went with her.
But her antidepressant cocktail apparently messed with her head. It suppressed bad mood but also good mood.
She barely smiled at the show she had picked. There was no passion, even when she said she liked something. Like a russian robot. „Yes, i like.“ „Exciting.“
Touches felt mechanic. Kisses were brief. She tolerated getting banged but she was basically dead in bed. A russian fuck doll just isn‘t as enjoyable as one might think if there is almost no lust coming back.
So sad because she has potential.
I couldn‘t date someone like that longterm, it would suck the life out of me as well.
Today she went back to the clinic where she belongs.
