Sneep
Creepermaxxed
Jerking off just feels really unnatural ngl. It's like some kind of compulsion you have, it feels good almost in the way that taking a shit or pissing feels good but honestly I think I feel better after pissing or taking a shit because I cleared my body of waste, whereas with cooming I feel like I just threw away precious nutrients and life energy.
Maybe it was great when you were really young but I'll be 20 this summer and that shit really isn't fun or pleasurable much anymore. It just feels like a chore, something you have to do in order to not become obsessed with sex and be horny all the time. Porn doesn't help at all, makes shit worse because then you have all these sexual thoughts and images in your head when you're trying to focus on your goals or creating art. Maybe I just really need to accept that it's a part of being a human male in this imperfect and broken mortal realm. Hopefully I won't have to fap after I move on to the next stage of this reality.
Maybe it was great when you were really young but I'll be 20 this summer and that shit really isn't fun or pleasurable much anymore. It just feels like a chore, something you have to do in order to not become obsessed with sex and be horny all the time. Porn doesn't help at all, makes shit worse because then you have all these sexual thoughts and images in your head when you're trying to focus on your goals or creating art. Maybe I just really need to accept that it's a part of being a human male in this imperfect and broken mortal realm. Hopefully I won't have to fap after I move on to the next stage of this reality.
