I don't consider myself a dicklet, especially as the average in my country is only 13cm (I'm 14cm lol).
My problem isn't exactly having a small penis, but having phimosis. Apart from the phimosis, I also have a lot of sensitivity in the glans. Even the trickle of water from the shower is enough to hurt. In order to wash my penis, I have to let the water ‘flow’ to the glans, I can't pour water directly.
Now imagine, if just dripping water from the shower is painful enough, having sex is even worse.
I've basically given up on sex for this very reason. What's the point of going to the gym, losing weight, looksmaxxing, etc., if at the end of the day I can't even have sex? Not to mention the fact that women can simply tell everyone that I have phimosis and can't have sex. Women don't have hearts, I can't risk my social life like that.
At the same time as accepting my condition as a biological incel, I feel that my mind is ‘lighter’. Today I can masturbate to hentai, anime and eroge without too much weight on my conscience.
Also, I don't have phimosis surgery because I'm already an adult (I'm over 30 years old), and the recovery is a bitch, as well as being painful. One erection is enough to break the sutures, get an infection, necrotic glans etc. It's just not worth it anymore. Better to just accept that I'm a biological incel and indulge in my fetishes in hentais and eroges.